I do many things compulsively. Like checking my email, for instance. But also, everything else: drinking until its gone, wondering on the time, being careful, being reluctant, etc. Compulsive reluctance...

There is good news though. I read that new Raul Zurita book and I have favorite bits:

• Love are the things that happen...
• We're going to bleed a bit...
• They don't know their puppy is dying from love and blows...
• Don't go this is only death...
• I saw the true God screaming...
• I saw you further down and we are both dead...
• We were born here say the dreams...
• Oh, the evil of my Peru...

These should probably be read as reasons. You've now read 8 reasons to buy the new Zurita book.

I think there is a storm coming on. My reluctance keeps me from saying more.